After nearly two months, we finally get to see the first pictures of Tamar Braxton’s baby boy! The first photos of Tamar and Logan are revealed in the new issue of Us Weekly. In revealing confession on Good Morning America, Tamar spoke about how she didn’t immediately fall head over heels in love with her son. “I loved him,” said the always candid Tamar. “But I wasn’t like, ‘Oh, gosh, yes my baby, ooh.’ It wasn’t that. It was more like what do I do now, you know?”

She spoke about not having the connection she expected with her newborn son. “I guess in a sense I did feel unattached because you know, I really, really wanted to connect with him because I wanted to breast-feed. And when he didn’t latch on and when I couldn’t produce milk I just felt like, ‘Is this the wrong child?’ You know what I mean? ‘Am I the wrong mother?’”

“You’re in shock,” she said. “It took me a few days to really come to terms with the fact that I am a mom and this is my baby.” Tamar said that she didn’t even change Logan’s diapers the first few weeks after he was born. Her husband, Vincent Herbert, took over the duties.

It was when she started breastfeeding, the singer/reality star began to feel a deep connection with her baby. “When he finally latched on I felt like he got me and I got him and this was all meant to be,” said Tamar.

“I am very happy. I feel complete. … He is the best thing that ever happened to me.”

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Those of you who have children, did you ever feel like Tamar did? Disconnected to your newborn baby? Please leave us your thoughts!